"and in soot i WILL NOT sleep"
sorry Mr. Blake. i've got bigger plans for myself. for some parts of my life, i'm finding closure. i'm learning to just let go, that grammy really was right, and that i can find ways to make my life more meaningful. i can seek out ways and people that i enjoy spending time with, i can learn to say no because i know what is best for me.
i've mentioned here numerous times that that i want to clean up my mess. i'm not entirely sure how i made it, other than maybe a snowball type effect, but let's face it; spring is here. and oh, how i love the spring. speaking of spring, on way that i plan to clean up my mess is by doing this. it just brings together so many things that i love and enjoy. those little things that make me happy. for 10 whole weeks. and so what if i take out larger student loans? i'll be paying them off, that's right, but all the while knowing that i finally did something for me.
i've found, that just about everything in my life as of late, as shown and proven to me, over and over, that certain people are brought into my life by God for specific reasons. He really has the timing down. i can definitely appreciate a man with timing....
Today, today was full of the everyday woes. stress. lack of sleep. half-way down to-do list. but the silver lining may have over-taken the entire cloud. :)
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